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  1. WISH

Lyrics

I got a lot that’a bother me
Bottled it up deep inside of me
I see all like a prophecy
Hating on me thats a popular option

I’m really on top and I’m never Gon stop it
I’m flying off like a rocket
Defeat my opponent I’m winning like rocky
& nah I don’t drink
But I’m on chronic

Got people to feed round the world
My little girl
I finally see her
The tables have turned
We live and we learn
Bridges are burned
Describing my life in a word is the worst

Feel like I’m living and dreaming a curse
Feel like I dunno if this will get worse
I got a wife and a son and it hurts
They trying they best but I’m feeling like dirt



Wish that I wasn’t depressed
Wish I was feeling my best
Wish that my son had his father to put him to bed
Wish I was getting some rest
I got so tired of the meds
Tired of the lies and the feds
Had to better for my little man

I built a life off describing my life
Everything comes with a price

Right?

Made sacrifices some that ain’t nice
I let em back in so I’m losing em twice

I’m in a battle ,Im losing my mind
Running these circles is running me dry
Just like you
I’m trynna' survive
Just like you
I’m on limited time
Just like you
I wish I could fly
I Wish I was better
I’m wishing but

Why?

Just like you
I’m trynna' survive
Just like you
I’m on limited time

Just like you
I wish I could fly
I Wish I was better
I’m wishing but
Why?


I'm on limited time
I'm on my grind
I gotta live
I got a wife and got kids
Do it for them

Do it for kids who grew up in projects or raised on the streets cuz they ran outta options
Dealing with demons goons and goblins
Remember them nights I had nun in my wallet

Smoking sativa like sitting on Mars
Inhaling the stress, exhaling it all
Doing it better since dropping the call
I hit a milly I thought I would ball

Another million seems like a lie
When I’m still in this box
I sit and I sigh
My suicide on my mind all the time
Don’t know why I ain’t happy no lie

Somebody save me
I'ma say it a million times for the devil dun cage me
Locked in the cell for eternity
Pain in my heart and it’s burning me
Happy externally
Dying eternally
On the edge of the world I could see heaven hell and the earth
I see I got just what I deserve

If I was put in this earth
It was to serve

I gotta break it down
Got these voices in my head they getting loud
Got a lot of this stress and I’m burnt out
I just seen my whole life take a turn now

Everyone in my past they was hella fake
Got these snakes in the grass so I got a lake
I was wasting my life with these bitter lames
Backstabbing & they 2 faces


All of these people are evil
Living my life as a sequel
If you mess up ain’t no redo
I really wish I could see you
Living my life like I’m see thru
My heart is broken I bleed thru
I’m a demon in the morning
Sorry I snap with no warning
I been grieving I been mourning
I live in pain every moment

Jordan


Wish I could save u from harm
Wish I was living with moms
Wish I could stop all these haters from dropping these bombs
I put my pain in my songs
They listen now mama hear when they singing along

Make her emotional
Making me cry on the normal
I like to be different don’t wanna be normal
I’m going hard til the day that I’m royal

Wish that I wasn’t depressed
Wish I was feeling my best
Wish that my son had his father to put him to bed
Wish I was getting some rest

I had to sing it again
Shit that I meant
I’m in a battle
Im losing my head
Running these circles the feeling of dread
I’m going hard til the day that I’m dead

Honest

Just like you
I'm trynna' survive
Just like you
I'm on limited time

I'm in a battle I'm losing my mind