Lyrics

Verse1:

All emotions on the side
Got no time for lies
All these things r bottled deep inside my troubled mind
Try to hide
But I can't escape it even if I tried
Got so many thoughts you'd think I'm Pimpin bitches on the side
Honestly alot of this is coming from a broken man
Out here doing what I can
Got 2 kids to put to bed
.....
See you an angel with these broken Wings
And I'm a demon seeing Satan everytime I blink

Tears & RIPs
Guess I wear on my fkin sleeve
Lost so many people I ain't let nobody close to me
Havnt made a new connection probably in 100 weeks
I'm at the grave and I weap
At the grave and I grieve
I'm heaving overthinking
Wish I had u by my side again
My brother and my bestfriend
One day I'll see u again
....
I'll write a letter send it off to heaven
....
I wish I had more time wichu is what I am regretting

Hook: 1:12

And u can see the pain
I think of u n i got tears running down my face
Wish I could see u in a different place
I'd have to die to be witchu again another day
Can u take me away
The day u left man nothing's ever been the same
Can u take me away
I need a paradise holiday
Look

1:36

I hit a million brotha
Hope u proud of me brotha
If I make it I'ma take care of your family and others
Yeah
See this last girl fucked me up
And since u left this earth my brother I been in a rutt
Diamond in the ruff is what u told me that I was
So I'ma make a future for us that's what this dedication does
Powers from above
It's like u rose inside my very soul
Told me you'd be with me til I'm old

I

Guess you weren't lying
My feelings multiplying
Everytime I see the sky
In my head I hear Matthias
So thank u for your guidance
And thank you for your patience
Without you I would be nothing heaven knows I'm not the greatest
You kept me concentrated
Thru trials and tribulations
It's So sad to see your grave n everytime I'm there I'm faded
My son had the best godfather and he'll know it
Time and time again u saved my life man u heroic
For real

(Demonic)

Pain kills
Pain killers poppin just to get numb
Fuck this
God's a killer
Killing everyone I love (demon)

Don't ask me why my faiths gone
Why is it that everything I love have gotta end wrong

Tick tick boom Issa time bomb
Been 11 months n I can finally say hi mom
My bond
Has been broken from day 1
Been 11 months and I can finally say hi son

Hook:
And u can see the pain
I think of u n i got tears running down my face
Wish I could see u in a different place
I'd have to die to be witchu again another day
Can u take me away
The day u left man nothing's ever been the same
Can u take me away
I need a paradise holiday
For real

Verse2:

U take em all away
Will I go to hell or see heavens gates
I gotta passion for this music
I use haters as my fuel n
Use my past as an excuse n honestly I'm being real witchu
Real with everybody
I got problems and this rapping shit is way more than a hobby
I remember being 16 sleeping in the lobby
Most of y'all are fucking lucky still living witcha mommy's
I ain't never had it easy huh
Never had a break
But I'm still outchere trynna make it
While avoiding all mistakes
I know I dissapoint alot of y'all
But one day I'll be great
See we were 6 when we made this dream
I never let it get away
Man this some real shit
I check my inbox Interscope is begging for my hits
Rostrum on the gram
They out checking every single drip
While Sony a&rs r trynna sign me on some petty shit
100 thousand in a month
Almost certified gold
Rememeber being 13
1000 views was my goal
U taught me not to do it
U taught me how to be myself and how to make my movement
U told me industries will try to make a snake maneuver
Unless a couple Milly in it
I ain't gonna do it
Said I ain't gon do it
Since January 13th im a different human



2:48
And u can see the pain
I think of u n i got tears running down my face
Wish I could see u in a different place
I'd have to die to be witchu again another day
Can u take me away
The day u left man nothing's ever been the same
Can u take me away
I need a paradise holiday
For real